05/15/2026
Deep mystery ::: Miracles pulse, evident in roaring births and the hatching of eggs, the unfurling of flowers, the reaching pathways of root systems seeking water and power, the fresh green buzz that now intoxicates us, whether we know it or not. And equally in death, loss, and undoing —- it is so mysterious.
I recoil away from doctrines that are definitive and limiting with disregard to this earthly mystery, these miracles, this beauty - that disregard also the rhythm of death and life, of the universe beyond, so ancient and so fresh so vast and so tiny all at once, over and over, always changing wow! —— All I can do is walk in awe, be here with all of it and work consistently to alchemize my fear and rage into inner peace and constant reverence. That is my service, to better see the great holy mysterious beauty we are amidst and become yielding to its unfoldings, keep believing in ecstatic joy and vitality! Sending lots of love to all of you navigating the days at hand.