30/01/2020
****Warning - photos are not for the faint of heart****
Overdue post - Updates and Reports for those following.
Kidneys: I’ve finally started taking dialysis treatments again. Over the last few months I’ve retained quite a bit of fluid. As much as I can still produce urine my kidney function needs a reboot. If I work diligently with the doctors with controlling my levels I will have another chance to ween off again.
Amputation: Healing is going well. I am wearing what’s called a shrinker. That will help in the shaping of my limb. I am hoping to return to Rehab very soon to continue my therapy for a prosthetic. I am optimistic. As for now it’s day by day. If you can meet your daily goals - the long term goals won’t seem so hard.
Other medical issues: Everything continues to heal. The days seem to drag and time seems to stop sometimes. I’ve been having more agitated days than better days lately. Just an accumulation of everything happening plus my mental state has put me in some dark days. Snapping at people, crying obsessively, scratching my body to pieces. Feeling I want to escape from everything and everyone. It’s only by the grace of God I’m still sane.
I’ve added some photos of what’s been happening in the background of my filtered Snapchat’s and brave smiles.